Time has past. Humans make everything so complicated. Here & Now.

It has been one year since I last posted a Blog. So much has happened. I have met many new friends and coworkers. I have listen to countless stories and tales of life in general. Last year was a year of change for me.

But as I have looked on into different peoples lives I find that it all seems the same. I listen to friends stories of their kids and marriages. I watch as the world turns, so many things change but stay consistently the same. Seems every single person is seeking the truth but the truth can be deceptive if you can't face reality or is it that everyone's truth is distorted depending on their own perception of things.

Last year around the time of this writing Trayvon Martin was in the news having been gunned down on the stand your ground law. The killer was acquitted. This year Mike Brown was gunned down by a Police officer and in between this time many other have been gunned down by police officers or what I may call Vigilantes. The people seem passive other than tearing up their own neighborhoods. A pivotal election took place in our country and these same people out protesting and burning churches didn't make it to the polls but there were record numbers of sales on Black Friday. That's a real thinking moment.

There is really no way that I can even begin to write about how I feel about all of this because if you really take a long objective look at it you can see how simple a solution could be but of course Human's make everything so complicated.

I stand strongly in my "Here & Now" There really is nothing else in this life but the comfort of change.

You must be thinking this time last forever. You just go about your day bustling threw the madness trying to get here or there Just trying to make all the dots connect., or you lay around thinking about what could have been or what someone should have done and wallow in self pity. We only get this short time on earth. I wish we knew early in childhood that not a minute should be wasted. We rush ourselves to our Teens so we can drive, then we wish to be 21 so we can drink. Then we wish for a family and all the things that come with it. Most don't seem happy once they get the house, the kids, the car. People who stay home with the kids wish to work, people who work wish they could stay home. I often wonder why we just can't be satisfied? who sets the standard for what a real life is? I wonder why we look at others and wish for what they have? I wonder why we all can't have everything? (wait! I think I know the answer to that question, let me move on). Every Second could be the last but sometimes those same Seconds feels like a eternity. I don't have any words of wisdom or advice, but was just thinking if you could take a window seat to your own life what would that look like? Sometimes what we think we are doing looks so different in another view, it could even shock us. I am looking and watching. My life finally got my full attention, not the living it part but the watching it.................